Just testing out the journal thing to show I'm a live...Haven't been around due to certain things like exams, even though they are buggereed up now, the whole of college is to be honset..I maybe overeacting, but I could careless....all starts like this...

I start the day off doing work for college and I have to go in to for a meeting,g et told that this time I've got no chose in seeing a counselor unlike last time where I got out of going, they want me to find out "who I am" How the hell is that gonna help me when it only angers me greatly to have to slip out every last thing in my head. I get home awhiles after go on the laptop to finish up some work for my exam which was Friday but the nicest thing happed, the laptop froze, I fix it thinking that was all it was, the net then stops working I do all sorts trying to fix it, up the whole damned night trying too when I should have been getting a good nights rest before my exam, only to have my hard drive wipe out completely, everything gone my work from the last few years along with my college work, months of hard work gone, my exam work gone, everything not one damned thing left. Though with that happing I still went to the exam, but missed it, got given the wrong one, sent to the wrong place, got pissed went off home in a extremely bad mood, the exam carries on tomorrow, no matter how hard I work I won't get half as much done, how bloody ironic that months work can be lost in only a few mere seconds, the last few weeks have been hell all that along with chest pains and not sleeping well, I've been stuck between breaking down or beating something.

Though the best part is I've gone beyond pissed to not caring one bit, so all in all I'm one very happy Langley XP


Anyway, I'm back online to stalk my friends, thats right guys I'm after you!